BIG EVOLUTION BANG!

In the battle of the foreheads, who wins?

James Van Der Beek or Tyra Banks?

VS called back.
i've got a job!
they just need to figure out where i'd be best.
she was going to put me in Pink, but there's a spot in Intimates that opened up, and she thinks i'd be great there.
i'll know by wednesday where i'll be.

also, i'm really hoping this flu goes away by then.
the doctor also put me on antibiotics because it seems i have a bit of a UTI (which i'm feeling now..) and a sinus infection.
so, evidently, my sinuses and bladder have been conspiring against me.
jerks.

i really need new work clothes, but they really aren't in the budget.
how long can i wear the same outfit before they start to notice?
my guess: not long.

this is exactly how i feel about him too.

nano is going terribly. actually fuck my life.

I'm wearing a bicyclist shirt to work today. Those are the types of clothing that compress to your skin to cut down on wind resistance. I like how I look in it; my upper torso looks pretty muscular in the right areas. Every time I go down the elevator, I admire my physique in the mirrored walls. I'm such a vain motherfucker

There's some kind of Silver Lake art crawl happening this weekend and it doesn't look like I can get anyone to go with me. I guess I need a girlfriend or something to do moderately interesting things with that might involve culture. I should start taking applications

So apparently this is at least two years old, but I am loving this song



The girls has such a nice voice and she sings in Frisian (she even covered Hallelujah in Frisian!). And the guys are from the south, and I love them, maybe because one of the frontmen plays the accordion which is such a silly instrument.

Anyway, she sings in Frisian, and he sings in a southern accent from Northen-Limburg (I think). It's cool, even though I don't really know what she says because Frisian is a whacky language. but I love it.

   My dad was told by the doctor that he had 'environmental pollutant' bronchitis (which is not a type of bronchitis, but a catalyst for the condition) and that it was not contagious (which is total bull). That doctor is an idiot.

   Also my mom seems to have it now, too. I'm surrounded!

   Edit: Now she's hacking and coughing and doing the dishes and sticking her hands in the food! DAMN IT.

KEVYN!!!!
jesus is coming back on the 10th!
tea party?

I saw a car accident yesterday morning! I had never witnessed one IRL before. It was kind of frightening.

Now I have a headache.

I had a dream last night that Ryan Reynolds told me he loved the way I sang.









Also, I hate our kitten.

urgh! I can't even sign up for the classes I need to tomorrow. Stupid. I don't even know what I'm taking. I don't really need anything else except those two HDE classes. I guess it's nice to know that I'm pretty much done though. It seemed like such a great feat a few years ago but here I am.

I am hoping grad school will go similarly. I am so terrified of grad school...so terrified. I don't want to go far away, but I have no clue as to where to go or even if I can do it (I probably can it's just extra intimidating.) Derek has suggested Stanford. I laugh at this, there is no way I could get in there or afford it, but he's sweet for suggesting it.

I also hope I will be able to do what I have tentatively planned (assessing children with disabilities and implementation of solutions...or something similar) with just an MA. I have really got to talk to someone about that. I also really don't want to get a PhD, so I guess if push comes to shove just doing something in the human development/psychology realm will please me as long as it's not research related.

I'm hoping that I got enough experience in school and with work to find a halfway decent job that will help me get into a grad school. Research position? Terrifying, but also exciting and insightful.

It all seems so real, and close. Also finally moving out of Davis and in with Derek. I've wanted to be closer to him for the last 2.5 years and sometime next year that's actually a possibility. I mean he's been at most 2 hours away from me this whole time, it's a doable distance but still irritating. I guess it's nice to be ~independent~ or whatever, but still huge pain. I love spending large periods of time with him, it just works. We'd need a slightly bigger space than he already has, but otherwise I really foresee no real problems.

After this quarter I will be making a lot fewer trips to sac because I will no longer need to do Sign language! Wooo! I mean I'll miss all the friends I've made but that commute gets old. (25 minutes there and back twice a week!!) I will be working out there though soon, this will mean driving out there 4 days a week, barf.

Full blown school rant was not intended, but there you go.

From shinga

ughhh I hate myself right now

From stegzy

I'd reverse Earth's gravity and push off the ground really hard. The Moon is mine, you hear me?! Screw the Space Treaty! When I get there I will pee my name into its pale surface, and all you losers will have to see it night after night after night!

   I need to drive my dad to the doctor's office because he seems to be coming down with the flu, and he's too achy and his coughing fits are too bad to safely drive. Now it's a challenge to see if I don't come down with it, too. I'm actually intrigued to see if I can pull it off.
   He's outright demanding that I not hang around the waiting room, as it's obviously in both our interests that I not contract the bubonic plague, tuberculosis, E. coli, and leprosy all in one shot while there, so I think I'll cruise over and browse the thrift shop that's only like 3 minutes away.
   No, on second thought I'll wait until he's done and go out later. I wouldn't want to hang out in there a minute longer than I had to, were I him.

All right, I took the time to scan in all the new covers to all the new fun books. :D It turns out that I'll be having another update sometime soon, but until then, here's what's new!

P4 addition:
Adachi main x 1
Adachi/Souji x 8
Adachi/Dojima x 2
Dojima/Souji x 1
Souji/Dojima x 1
Yosuke/Souji x 2 (what is this doing here!?)

P3 addition:
Ryoji/Minato x 2


( Somewhat image-heavy ahead. )

It makes me a little sad that some of the older books are by circles no longer doing P4 works or that have vanished off the face of the internet. For example, I saw OM2's work in the Adachi anthology (4 pages) and paused. I forgot that she had actually worked on anything besides one previous book that went out of print super fast. Bodysnachers doesn't do any P4 works right now, nor do I think that it'll happen again, either. It's somewhat bittersweet to finally get a chance to read such works, but this sort of thing happens rather often, especially for series that aren't as popular as others. Sad fact of fandom. :(

( Some nice manga received on the side. )